Thrill and fall

Walking between the mist, suddenly my feet loose the ground. I try to hold on onto...nothing; but still I manage to balance my body. The earth infront of me came to an end out of nowhere. No signs of dead end. I try moving backwards but time keeps pushing me, again and again a little bit further into the ravine. Deep and dark in the end, so deep and dark I cannot tell how long would the fall last at all. 

A cold chill goes through my body and stretches it out. I take a glance at the blue sky. I want to be there right now...not struggling before this abyss. I cannot know what there is at the end of it, but I feel or hope at some point it might be good.

Good enough to worth the fall.

I move my feet against the dry rocky earth where I can still stand. It feels stable and secure. But dry and stiff. 

I will let go and fall...the abyss has to end sometime anyways. 

Perhaps it will bring me what this dead earth lacks of.